I’m an 18 yr. old female, still a virgin, go to community college and house clean for a man in our apartment complex. I live with my mom, dad and younger sister 4 doors down from Barry’s apartment. He claims a back injury and I know he don’t work. He asked my mom almost a year ago if she knew anyone who cleans so it was my mom who got this job for me. I clean up twice a week usually on Tuesday or Wednesday after school and always on Saturdays. He limps around and right from the beginning I would either see him exposed or naked each time I was there. He always apologized and always told me he was embarrassed about it but I quickly became aware he was doing it intentionally. It was a dead giveaway since when he was naked most of the time I could see him getting erections. He at first would act like he didn’t know I could see him but his penis would then go from soft to a full erection. Then he would look at me a say how sorry and embarrassed he was. I know I should have stopped working there but first of all I needed the money and secondly I admit to enjoying seeing him naked. I’ve never had a serious boyfriend and lets face it how many girls get to see a naked guy as much as I do. My mom would die if she knew about this and I have never told anyone about it. For the last six months I have been helping him get in and out of his bathtub. He says he has to soak in a hot bath because of he back injury. I really think he is faking it and has been on workman’s comp over 2 years. He is a handsome guy and probably around my parents age so I’m sure he is at least 40.
He wears his bathrobe but once I help him into the bathroom he just takes it off and hands it to me. Then he goes on and tells me how embarrassing it is for him. He never mentioned anything about his erection until a few months ago. Now there are times he says its embarrassing to him and he feels bad that he becomes aroused in front of me. I always just say its ok and not to worry about it. My main admission is that I look forward to seeing Barry naked and to an extent it has me aroused sometimes. I do masturbate frequently and often think and picture him as I do. I have seen babies and little boys naked but never before a live man. I have made out with a few guys before but never had real sex with any and never saw any of them naked. Barry never tries any contact with me but compared to when I fist started there I now see him naked more intimately and more often than ever. He keeps saying its embarrassing but has no modesty at all. I have never seen him masturbate but am sure he does after I help him into the tub. I have actually seen what must be semen, a few times, floating in the bath water as he gets out of the tub with my help. I leave the room when he bathes but when he is done he calls for me to help him out. As I help him out of the tub he rarely ever gets an erection. I can only attribute that the reason is he must have masturbated. He must realize by now that I am willing to see him bare and has to know I have never told my parents about it. He sees a speaks to my mom and dad once or twice a week. I also think he would like to get involved with me more but is afraid my parents would find out. I have no intention of becoming involved with him but do like seeing him naked and certainly take advantage of it.