I first wrote about this Wednesday, May 17th, 2017. Here is the full confession
At first it was something my husband suggested. I denied I was interested, thinking it would be harmful to our marriage. But he didn’t know that I was already very interested in his best friend who flirted with me shamelessly in front of him.
One night we invited him over for dinner and oddly enough my husband was called to go to work just as his friend arrived. He said he would be back in about 3 hours.
After my husband left I just couldn’t help it. I flirted back with his best friend and we ended up having amazing sex in our bed. I just needed it.
A few days later, my husband and I were in bed talking about our pasts. He told me all his girl friends and his first wife had cheated on him. He told me everything, I listened, asked about what they did and how he felt. I noticed how his breathing increased. I hugged him to feel better. I noticed he was hard, like really hard. I touched him, wrapping my fingers around him. I looked deep into his eyes and suddenly I realized something important and asked, “Do you want me to be like them and cheat too?”
Lately, I think my husband figured it out because every time we all got together after that he tried but failed to hide his arousal. He was hooked and began trying to talk me into sharing with his best friend. I finally agreed to go out with his best friend and came back, well taken care of so to speak.
Since this all started I had read about sharing and cuckolds. I asked him if he knew what a cuckold was and he said yes and that he thought he might be one. We talked and talked for weeks.
Finally one night I said to my husband, “Don’t be nervous. My love for you is unconditional. I know you can’t help it. You are who you are. So if you believe being a cuckold epitomizes your inner self. If you know it defines you. You should accept it. You should be proud of it. Your declaration will be the ultimate act of liberation. I promise to enable your every need. I’ll honor and support your proclamation as a symbol of commitment to our relationship and my love for you will blossom exponentially and our love life will expand in ways you can’t begin to imagine.”
We have not looked back.
Recently his best friend took me to a party and introduced me to a beautiful and magnetic black friend. That is another story, but Oh My God! -FHwife