I admit it. I would love to find a man that would brainwash me and put me on hormones. After taking control of my sissy mind he would set us up for what I am told a mock wedding. I am dressed in a beautiful wedding gown standing next to my man repeating my womanly vows. We are pronounced man and wife. Then I learn the wedding was for real and I am now his legal wife!I have become a woman in a man’s bed!
For more than a year now my girlfriend Kim has been like the boss of our sex life. I’m 24 and she is 32, married once and very dominating. Once we moved in together she began insisting on spanking me and and using sex toys penitrating me anally. I admit I didn’t like it at first but now find it pleasurable. I have terrific sex with her and go along with anything she wants including letting her tie me down on the basement table blindfolded. Since last June she began bringing her younger sister in to watch how she did all these things to me. That was embarrassing enough but by late July it got to total humiliation of me. So far there have been 5 other girls besides her sister who not only watch her spank and penitrate me but she now lets them participate. There is never more then two of them here at the same time but the humiliation of it still affects me. It happens three or four times a month when Kim invites one or two of them to come here. She knows how embarrassed I get but she claims that her humiliation of me is a turn on for her. I suppose I put up with it because I like living with Kim and have the best sex ever with her when we are alone. When she invites the girls she always ties me down often blindfolding me fo awhile. She always spanks me first or lets one of the girls do it. Once I’m tied down is when Kim and now the girls assult me with the sex toys including a butt plug most of the time. They do masturbate me and shave me but the most humiliating thing of all is when they use a strap on dildo screwing my rectum. I try not to let them see me cry but ofen can’t stop it. When its only Kim and I she is naked as well. When the girls are here they are all dressed which is another factor in the humiliation Kim likes. I see these girls often socializing and am embarrassed talking to them sometimes. I can’t help wondering what they must think of me as a man. They are all older than me except Kim’s sister and two of them are married. I am so exposed to them I feel myself blushing most of the time and its has to be obvious to them. Kim even tells me she loves it when she is sure I am embarrassed and says thats why she has me lay over the table when they use the strap on from the rear. I ask myself why I let all this happen but know I do it to keep Kim happy. I think I’m writing this now because I am nervous. Next Friday Kim told me she is bringing yet another girl she knows from work who I have never met. Its always worse the first few times she brings a different girl and actually never gets much easier. I know I’m a fool but can’t help the way I feel about Kim.
I admit it. I love being a maid. I enjoy being a female servant. I love to clean and serve my master and mistress. I will not give up until I am serving as a uniformed maid. I will beg to have hormones and mind control used on me until all my manhood has been stripped of me and I think and act as a submissive woman. I want to be looked upon as a well behaved and devoted female maid.
I miss it. I miss the feel of a cock getting harder (in my hand, in my mouth, in my ass). I miss the feel of him losing control, sometimes wanting to pull out/back/away to ‘do the right thing’, and me not letting him. I miss the feel of a hard dick after I have pushed it to the edge, exploding. In me. On me. For me. Some days, I want to go find one (some hot young stud), and surprise him with my passion for his pleasure. Some days, I want to take my wife out to find a sexy college guy so she can watch. She doesn’t know. Has no idea that I’ve ever even touched a man. Much less that I’ve spent time learning to be the best cock-hound/cum-slut/sissy-bitch that I could be. That I performed on him, for him, in front of an audience. More than once. That I begged him to fuck me. That I leaned over in an outdoor crowd, pulled out his cock, and started sucking. Always until he exploded. She doesn’t know, when she gags on my erection that I don’t. I sometimes want to say “it’s easy. just take it all. i know, i’ve done it. lots.” She surely doesn’t know, when we talk about fantasies, that I would. If she said yes. I would go with her to find that young man, and ‘share’ his cock with her in the beginning, and then take over. And he would want me to. She’s sexy, and tolerates giving head. But me? I love it. Even after so long. Still.
I often stay in the shower at my gym, fantasizing about some stranger walking up and asking for head, that I find myself stroking an erection. I wish someone would walk in, see me hard and playing, and just force me to my knees so I could start sucking. I’d love to draw a crowd, and maybe get to just keep sucking while everyone else watches. Why can’t my gym be busy early in the morning?
I want cock. Every way I can get it. I fantasize about my wife sitting back and watching me do all of those things she doesn’t know i’ve done. Watching me give great head (I haven’t in SO long), watching me get my ass pounded until he explodes in me (SO miss that feeling – I was such a slut, I’d start sucking until he was close, then just go ass-up and back into him – or slide down on his cock if he was on his back. Anything to be filled!), watching him reach around and stroke me while he was inside me, watching me stop in the middle of a hike and pull down his shorts with others around because i’m so desperate to suck him to completion, watching us in the middle of a 69 session fighting for the first mouthful of cum, watching him take me out in tight shorts and tight shirt to show me off to his friends (them fondling me, and offering me their erections). But especially the one I haven’t done – watching me with a handful of guys filling my holes and covering my face and chest. I’m sure all of this is possible in North Georgia, but so hard to make it look like an ‘accident’.
Thinking hard about sucking cock, stroking myself while I look at some great blowjob pics. I have to admit that I can’t understand why anyone would let a cock out of their mouth as it starts to explode. I always wanted every drop from every blowjob. Just thinking about swallowing makes me wish I was still skinny enough to fem up and go get used in some bar. Maybe the worst part about having added lots of muscle mass since those days is that I can’t play naive and helpless anymore. I so miss being ‘taken advantage of’!
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Wearing a pair of my wife’s sexy pink lace panties out around town, and I thought I was looking forward to her strap-on in my ass. Now that I’m feeling sexier, I realize I want to feel a real cock explode in my ass and in my mouth. I want her watching, and to be such a good cumslut that she can’t resist masturbating while I’m swallowing! I so miss the feel of a nice hard cock. She’s close to ‘suggesting’ that I try one. I hope my skill doesn’t give away my experience when she finally watches. I’m not sure how she would handle knowing her husband spent some time as a man’s cockloving, cum-swallowing, cross-dressing little bitch.