I just adore and crave sex with black men. I am a white male that discovered my craving after my first divorce. I was always curious about gay sex. but I chose to get married and have children instead of satisfying my curiosity. Although I was living life as a straight male my interest in gay sex never left me. After ten years of marriage I divorced my wife. I attempted another girlfriend, but when I found photos of well endowed naked men in her garage one night, I couldn’t get the thought of being with another man out of my head. We broke up and I made a promise to myself. I would try at least sucking a man’s cock before I decided to date women again.
Fortunately there were several gay cruising spots near my house. I began visiting them and eventually mustered up the courage to go home with man. He wasn’t all that nice looking but he was eager to get some head so I went for it. I really liked sucking dick, so I met and sucked several other men. Then one night a black guy hit on me and much to my surprise he knew how to take control. When I realized he needed to be in charge I surrendered and had the greatest night of sex I ever had. I became extremely submissive to him and let him have his way with me. He made me stay on my knees when I sucked his wonderful cock. He told me it was a sign of him being in charge to have me kneel while enjoying his dick. I found my newly discovered submissive side very exciting and felt in a constant state of arousal. We got together many times over the next few months. It’s a good thing we stoped when we did because I believe I was developing real feelings for him. What he left me with though is a very strong addiction to gorgeous black men. When I go on gay dating sites I look exclusively for black men. I have had several great experiences.
What I love the most is the ones that are in good shape have fantastically perfect bodies. Plus they are so much more sexually aggressive than most white men. Their wonderful Barry White like low voices when they are saying nasty things to you when taking their sexual cravings out on you is an absolute aphrodisiac to me. It simply makes me want to do whatever I need to please them. I am absolutely addicted to black cock for the rest of my life. I would say it’s a sad fact, but there is nothing sad about it to me. I love, love black men.