I Admit It – Confessions not Whines

Since I’ve been about 11 or 12 and my parents only child they have been taking in foster kids and being paid for it. I can honestly say my mom has been terrible with some of them. Some kids were only here for a few months at a times and others for a year or two or more. Some were very young but others were closer to my age. My mother was very strict even with me when I was younger but as I got older left me watching them. The most we ever had at one time was 3 kids. My dad was more tolerant than my mother was but he worked long hours and wasn’t around as much. Most of the kids were toddlers and a few between 9 and 12 some girls, some boys. I’m 19 now but when I was 15 this kid Walter moved in with us he was 12 and lived with us until he was over 15. Cindy also lived with us then and she was 8 at the time but left when she was 10 I think, a few months after that Dawn came who was seven and was her for a few years. Although my mother was very strict she was always good taking care of these kids. That is, until Walter got here. I felt sorry for him at first but ended up treating him as harshly as my mom.

He was what my mom called a fresh mouth kid and to make matters worse he was sloppy with things and wet the bed several times a week. In school he also got in trouble all the time. With all the kids my parents took in up until that time I did see the young boys naked sometimes especially the toddlers. But Walter was the oldest boy I began to see naked very often. My mother did smack some of the other kids on the butt, even me when I was younger but Walter is the first one I ever saw her smack on his bare butt when he was naked. As I said Walter wet the bed often and that when my mom began getting me involved. She would call me to take the blankets and sheets to the laundry room. In the meantime make Walter take his PJ’s off and stand there nude as she smacked his butt a few times. It was plain to see how embarrassed he was especially when I came in the room. From there my mom would march him to the bathroom and make him soap his body then she would squirt him with a hand held shower nozzle. She would have me hand her the towels for him and never shut the bathroom door. Some mornings Dawn saw him naked but she was so young I don’t think she knew what was going on. As terrible as this was for Walter I thought it funny and didn’t wait for my mom to ask as I would get the towels and watch him wash himself. The best part was when my mom rinsed him with the shower nozzle and made him bend over. I not only saw his dick and balls but when he bent over I could see his anus. He was usually crying when she did this and he had to be embarrassed by it the way she hollered at him. Well over a year went by and I was almost 17 the first time I cleaned him of with the shower nozzle. My mom had a doctor appointment and Walter peed the bed. I made him strip the bed then made him take his PJ’s off. I didn’t smack hi but made him get in the shower and did everything my mom did. For a long time then when my mom was spraying his genitals he was sometimes getting a hard on. My mom never said anything to him or me but we both saw him get hard. Not only that he was getting pubic hair and she never said anything about that either.

The first time I sprayed him I intentionally concentrated on his genitals and within seconds he got a hard on. When my mom got home I told her he wet the bed and that I washed the sheets his PJ’s and put him in the shower. It was about 7 months later he went to a group home but I did it about another half dozen times when my mom wasn’t home. I do think Walter thought I was older than I really was because he cried a few times when I did it to him. My mom really didn’t like him at all and I doubt my dad ever knew about me doing it to him. I don’t think my mom ever told him.