I Admit It – Confessions not Whines

For more than a year now my girlfriend Kim has been like the boss of our sex life. I’m 24 and she is 32, married once and very dominating. Once we moved in together she began insisting on spanking me and and using sex toys penitrating me anally. I admit I didn’t like it at first but now find it pleasurable. I have terrific sex with her and go along with anything she wants including letting her tie me down on the basement table blindfolded. Since last June she began bringing her younger sister in to watch how she did all these things to me. That was embarrassing enough but by late July it got to total humiliation of me. So far there have been 5 other girls besides her sister who not only watch her spank and penitrate me but she now lets them participate. There is never more then two of them here at the same time but the humiliation of it still affects me. It happens three or four times a month when Kim invites one or two of them to come here. She knows how embarrassed I get but she claims that her humiliation of me is a turn on for her. I suppose I put up with it because I like living with Kim and have the best sex ever with her when we are alone. When she invites the girls she always ties me down often blindfolding me fo awhile. She always spanks me first or lets one of the girls do it. Once I’m tied down is when Kim and now the girls assult me with the sex toys including a butt plug most of the time. They do masturbate me and shave me but the most humiliating thing of all is when they use a strap on dildo screwing my rectum. I try not to let them see me cry but ofen can’t stop it. When its only Kim and I she is naked as well. When the girls are here they are all dressed which is another factor in the humiliation Kim likes. I see these girls often socializing and am embarrassed talking to them sometimes. I can’t help wondering what they must think of me as a man. They are all older than me except Kim’s sister and two of them are married. I am so exposed to them I feel myself blushing most of the time and its has to be obvious to them. Kim even tells me she loves it when she is sure I am embarrassed and says thats why she has me lay over the table when they use the strap on from the rear. I ask myself why I let all this happen but know I do it to keep Kim happy. I think I’m writing this now because I am nervous. Next Friday Kim told me she is bringing yet another girl she knows from work who I have never met. Its always worse the first few times she brings a different girl and actually never gets much easier. I know I’m a fool but can’t help the way I feel about Kim.

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