I Admit It – Confessions not Whines

Ever since my wife started cheating on me a few months ago, I can not explain why, I find I am increasingly attracted to her, in fact she is just utterly irresistible. Now even more, as her belly grows I can not contain my expanding lust for her.

She is completely aware of the influence all of this has on me and is becoming more practiced at using it to her own advantage. She flaunts her growing belly and her swelling breast in front of me, especially when I try to keep her from going out at night with her mischievous friends.

She knows it will only be a matter of just a few minutes after she leaves before I lose my resistance and allow my mind and hands to wander intoxicated and completely consumed with lust for her naughty behavior and her new body.

Her beautiful newly shaped body is bringing me to an new level of self awareness and is beginning to release my previously deeply held but suppressed knowledge that it is her behavior and flaunted infidelity that captivates me. She knows it. She knew it well before I did. How did she know this about me? Has she always known it?

Lately she speaks to me in ultra-soft, inviting and even romantic tones, encouraging my confidence in my ability to understand us better, to let my mind and heart take control as I listen to her. She ever so sweetly describes her changing body, all while leaving unsaid any confession, admission of nor details of her infidelity.

She knows the more I listen, each and every time, I am deepening my willingness for my complete acceptance, approval, intoxication and intensifying euphoria for her indulgences and continued adultery.